Men

I used to find you sweet, caring and patient. I remembered the times I waited like a dumb ass for you to end work. Or I came over to your place to look for you. Tell me, when have you ever came to school to fetch me? When have you ever came over to my place for a simple reason like you missed me?

Nothing..

Yesterday, I saw a side of you that was so frightening. Feeling snug in my jacket from a special someone, I think about the people who truly cared about me. People who however mad at me, would never lash out at me for whatever reason.

I think about my best friends. I think about how happy we were together, the strongness of our friendship, knowing we would never hear words like "Lets move on" or "I dont want this anymore". Because true friends never desert us. The way they held on to their relationships when things get sour instead of just leaving, how they would rather try to work things out than give everything up.. We are all the same.. We have faith in our hearts that things would get better one day.

I admire them. Always so passionate and never giving up. People can say its a weakness, to fall too deeply, but I say, fuck the guy who doesnt deserve your love...