The Past Is In The Past

Walked past a bookstore and spotted a book on "Life Cycle of Homosapiens". What a coincidence, as I remembered lying on Fish's bed about three months ago and noticing this book tucked at the side of his bed. This book talks about the pain and isolation of rejected love: the frustration, expectation and anticipation. At that time when I spotted the book at his place, it didnt struck me as interesting. However, now I was kinda tempted to get that book.

Walked to the VCDs section and spotted "The Rainmaker" on sale. How weird today was, as it seemed as if my past was playing itself right in front of me. We bought the VCDs "The Rainmaker" and "Ghost" about a few months ago, during my May vacation. I havent gotten to watching the Rainmaker, well, because it was at his place, and because he was such a jerk that I packed up and left.

I'll be getting my laptop tomorrow and I cant wait! Sadly all my pictures were deleted and now all I can do is try to get those I can from friends. Good thing I always make a point to send them to friends :) Another good thing was that all his pictures were gone too. Pictures of last year's Christmas, pictures taken at his room, all erased. It is sad, but it is a good thing I know, because jerks like him deserved to be forgotten. Me and Fish actually met up a couple of times this few weeks for lunch. We were trying to work things out as friends, but after he started to tell me things like he missed me and all (he's with someone now), I decide maybe it wasnt such a good idea to remain friends.

It's time to put the past in the past and embrace the present. I know I have so much to look forward to. In a way, I kinda feel bad for the person Fish is with now. Imagine loving someone like him but not getting the same love back from him. I used to hate her, but now I dont anymore, because in a way I know what she is going through. I just hope she knows what she is getting herself into. But at least she will be able to read that book on Homosapiens in his room...

It's my holidays now and I'm so gonna enjoy it to the fullest! Have fun people!!!!